Soooooooooo, yesterday after a day of work that consisted of excitement and anxiousness, I left to go home. There I planned on meeting Kevin so we could go to the appointment together. After shooing my kids out I was in the car on my way home. Then the phone rang! I notice it is a number I do not recognize and after I answer it I realize why. It was the doctors office informing me that the ultrasound machine had broken down and that they had to get a technician to come in to fix it but that it would most likely NOT BE TODAY. I am sorry what? I thought you just told me that I would not be able to find out the gender of my sweet, 10 and a half ounce, little bundle of joy. I tried to hide it but I think she could sense my slight sadness. I was bummed but actually felt worse for Kevin's parents who were coming up to celebrate by going to dinner with us. So I called Kev right away, who then asked me three times if I was joking at all. He called his parents who were already on their way. We had a wonderful dinner with them and were so thankful they were still able to come. So we still don't know what we are having. Like I told my mom, whether we find out in a week or 20 weeks we will eventually find out the gender. I called the doctors office today and they had to cancel all the appointments today as well, so there are a lot of people needing new times and days. With all my going back and forth with whether or not I wanted to know, I realized that not knowing hit me a little harder than anticipated.
This whole experience reminded me that I should not be so set on my schedule. Just like getting pregnant. It is a bummer, but God has blessed us with this gift and I am so blessed that we get to be the ones to take care and raise this baby.
Thank you Lord!
So with that little half time show, here is my week 20 photo. I will let you know when my NEW tentative appointment is.
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